My OwN pRiVaTe LyFe

2010-07-13T16:20:00.002+08:00

Fuhhyoooo~!! dah lama lah seyy... tak update... hahaha nk kata berabok pun tak de lah jugakkk.. hehehehe.. ok currently kat skola...i mean dalam kelas la.... finish wif my sch test.. not as in real test ler... juz an assignment.... after this goin straight home... hehehe.

well.. things are seems so problematic these days.. thanks to that particular ppl who make the *fuss*.... u see bcoz of u... we all quarrel... i dnt wanna talk much la.. n please.. i dnt wanna apologise to u guys.. nor the person who make Sh*T towards our family... Hope tat.. things will goes well.. after tis.. I juz hope tat they realise who the "Black sheep" in the family...

ok.. enough of that.. just forgt abt it.. okay.. ytd i went karaoke... its feel so nice... coz u gt to realease some tension tat occured... hahahha... n oh yah... im waiting for my Bursary lah sey... so many things i wanna buy n do.. get it??? Oh moneyy~ please fall down on me... pleasee..pleasee... i mean.. everyone need money am i right??...

ok lah... tats all for today.. maybe u see me bloggin' from nw onwards... hehehehe n ouh ya.. i'll be changing my Blog URL LINK soon... soo... dont forget to add me aitez... <3
take care all.. Be who u r.. nt wat u r!... **Love-peace-Justice!**

2010-05-02T14:10:00.004+08:00

Hello~ All~.... okay.. i know its been sooooooo sooooo long i never post at my blog... hehehe... cant help it.. i've been busy with sch stuff n Auditionsea...
N Yesh... i still play tat game... tot of quitin'... but.. i cant help it.. hahahha..
so.. new semester... new timetable... n it really suckss.... i tell ya... its bcoz...
i started early n finished late... =.=" .... so tiring... but somehow... sch kinda fun to me... can meet arnd wif frens....n so on... hehehe...

Tommorow is Monday... i dnt know whether gt sch or nt?? hahahah... guess need to check wif some of my frens... or maybe my Class Advisor.. LOLS..& guess wat...
by Next Month Im turnin' 21.... Oh My Allah!!!!!!... hehehe GST MONEH $_$.. kekekeke.. so guys.. better be good to me.. or else.. dun wan treat u.. =P

here are some of the things tat i really wan by this YEAR ;->

New Handphone
New Shoes
More & more make up things
Good grades
Boyfriend (although its nt necessary but still want =P)
Hair Treatment + perm

So... think i can achieve it all by this year???... ermmm... maybe.. INSYA ALLAH.. :)

oh well... so many things... yet soo lil' money i had now... goshhh.. i need to save up ley... soooo....... yeah... I NEED TO SAVE MONEY OKAY!! *bear tat in MIND SRI!!*

2010-03-15T14:23:00.002+08:00

Ok...Now Im Having Holidays...woohoooo....

but then hor.. i dnt hav any plan.... :( *sigh*....

well... recently.... i went to J-Cube.. quite nice la.. meeting friends in Auditionsea.. :))

well.. it was my 1st time.. tho..hehe well... some seems nice.. while some... like racist... like tat..

nahhh.. who cares... :) .....

Oh yeahh... recently... i like this Chinese boy... but then.. when to think of it.. its like... IMPOSSIBLE LURH...we gonna be together... hahaha i dnt wan make things so complicated...

but..but.. i do really like him... for now.. only as a friend... :))))))))))).. *sigh*

How i wished... tat *he* is a malay ... i mean.. not tat im racist or wat lahh.. its juz tat... it would be easier for me.. :P hehehee... i've met him... when my first time goin to J-cube.. ;D ...he seems so nice.. n kewwwwttt....hohoho so adorable lil' creature.. teehee.. ok-..ok... STOP IT SRI.... grow up pleasee... @__@...

so then... i dnt know wats goin to happen next??...i mean.. i cant get my eyes off himm... *awhhhh.....watever..!*haizzz... lets juz remain friends la... as always...

May u happy wif ur own life...boy <333>

till here.. bye readers.....

2010-01-18T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hello readers!!!... im back!! woo hoooo~~ hahahaa
okayyy... im gonna tell u guys some story of mine tat happen recently...
this is about...one particular gal.. whom i known since last year... at the 1st sight... she may seems nice...helpful.. and decent... but im sure.. there is a phrase like..." Dont judge the book by its cover..."..am i right?? so here's how it happened...

On our sch holiday.. we suppose to do our DC project... there's 2 assignment that we need to do.. 1st part is using the MS-Word & another one is using the Powerpoint. So.. i decided to give everyone a part to do.... well... this particular gal.. offers herself in doing the "power-point" job... so... i juz give her the part la.. as she said.. she really wanna do it... so.. okay lah....

Then.. as days goes by... i approached her... and asked her abt the project in power point.. is it done yet... n she said.. she done it..soooo when i took a look at it... i sense that her *powerpoint* is out of the topic... so... i asked her to re-do back & follow from the MS-Word tat i've done...then she said... okay...but after a few days.. when i asked her.. she said.. she doesnt know how to do?.. so.. i explainn everything to her... & i even gave her an example for her to understand it...but.. i guess at that moment she was busy with her 'stuff' until she couldnt be bothered to take note....
this is because when i kept asking her abt the project.. she simply replied... she didnt know how to do... and she said that she want to discuss with the other member of our group abt it... at that moment.. i was freaaakingggg annoyeddd by her attitude... y cant she be independant???? y cant she be responsible...& y cant she be 'FOCUS' in the project?? *sigghhh* ..... so.... i decided to let go of it...n juz wait for the result from her...

And soo... when sch re-open back... we are suppose to present our project to our classmate...
then.... thisss gal... simplyyy... go back early as she had an interview...n she left her *powerpoint* wif us... w/o even EXPLANING to us.. whats going on... n then... not only that.... THANKS to her...the powerpoint is out of topic... & she make us feel like a fool infront of the others and the lecturer.... i felt sorry for my group member... as i am nt a good leader... *haizzz*

So whats next did this particular gal do??? well... if i want to tell u guys wat she did next.. im sure... i will be able to write a book base on her... hahahahaha seriuosly... i never met someone like her before in my entire life....really... she likes to twist n turn her words...*ape dier ingat aku baru lahir smlm per??* tsk..tsk..tsk...

Oh well... kalau aku bebual pasal kau ehk.. alamatnyee.. aku tak tdo sampai besok.... hahaha..
k uh... pape la.. gal.... kalau kau rase yg kau nie tak bersalah... then... think again ah... perangai kau ajer dah buat org benci ngn kau...

alrite readers.... take care... sweet dreamss...
dont take drugs... hehehehe luv ya.... ermmm but NOT u PARTICULAR GAL! hahahaha
toodless~

2010-01-09T20:05:00.004+08:00

I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BEING IN THIS SITUATION!!!!!

FEELS LIKE RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME!!!!!

I HATE THEY WAY U TREATED ME!!!!!

WHY CANT U BELIEVE IN ME????

WHY U ACCUSED ME OF SOMETHING I DIDNT DOOO????

why suddenly i post it like this??? its because.. im angry at my parent for making my life miserable.....!!! look!! i dont know why u guys are acting these way?>?>?..as for me.. i know my limitation... i ALWAYS REMEMBER.... its not that i am a REBELIOUS person... I can do that.... if u guys really want to see...!!! i dont do that is because.. I RESPECT U GUYS AS MY PARENT!!!!..so why cant u respect me????????? im becoming 21 yrs old tis june.. n yet.. u still treat me like im 12 yrs old.... goshhhhh... i cant take it sia...n here i am crying out loud in my room... as no one can see me.....or hear me.... im juz disappointed in u dad.... i really cant believe what u hav said to me...u always thot that im juz using their names when everytime i wana go out with... if u dont believe me... THEN U SHUD CALL THEM!!!! this is the second times u said like this....n what i do??? i dont reply back as i dont wanna get u upset or be rude to u..... u rather believe outsider than believe in ur own daughter... im really disappointed in u dad.... n to mum.... u both are the same... u shud know my feelings better than dad... cause u r the one who gave birth to me... but it seems that u dont really know what is happening in me... what am i enduring... feels like no one care about me...its hard being a daughter...if u guys still treated me like this... haiz....

p/s: i wanna go far away from here....please...*sigh*...

2010-01-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

Okay guys... i got some story to tell u all... this is about a new friend whom i known recently...
at 1st it was okay.. but then turn like.. like some kinda of a**hole...

And just now.. i was aslept.. & suddenly my phone is ringing for quite many times... at 1st.. i ignore it... but then it keeps on irritate me when i am trying to sleep... so i checked it out.. n it was the guy that i know him recently.. assuming that guy name is (Nizam)... so here was the story started...he called me many times but i didnt pick up as i was totally piss wif his attitude/behavior that cannt think as an adult..so he start sending me msg... here are the msg...

Nizam : " Anna u mara nan i ke? coz i ade ttm g2?..*TTM aka Teman Tapi Mesra*"

Me : " Nak marah buat pe? U nk ade ttm ke, mtt ke pduli ape i? U can go ahead wif ur life, i dnt wanna disturb u. "

Nizam : " Asl? ckp btl2 r u happy wif me wen i takde ttm? asl mara2? pe ur parent ajar buang kwn yg tk sala pe? ape sei sala me.. "

Me : " Yg u nk babitkan my parent nie apehal? I mmg tk suke kwn2 i yg ada ttm nie semua,coz to me, it is juz buang mase as in making good frens.... "

Nizam : " Y? mesti ada sbb. "

Me : " Y??Sbb i tk suke org mempergunakn i...Bile u dah bosan ngan ttm u... u dtg kat i..,bile u dah bosan ngan i...u pgi kat ttm u alek, u ingat i nie ape? pmpn simpanan u?? "

Nizam : " Haix.up 2 u lau u da pk gtu.tkpela.buang me thn..i tak dosa ape2 pn, sory ganggu u,haix disappointed da besar tp pikiran tk mcm wat i xpect. "

Me : " Ehk helo...? Sape yg berpikiran mcm bdak2 i ke u?? Sape yg ade ttm skrg? to me.. ttm nie semua pkara bdak2 kecik la u... maseh nk enjoy2 berfoya2 tanpa tujuan yg btol... u nk ckp pasal dosa dgn i??...Well...4 ur infor..Having ttm is already a sin..Is better i jauhkn diri i dari bende2 nie semua...Nanti pada akhirnye..ia akan membinasakn minda & jiwa i skali.... "

Nizam : " K. thnks 4 ur nashat.tc.sory gangu. "

Me : " Ur welcome, u can always be fren wif me when u r "clean" if u want la... but if u dont, then okay lor.. i understand.. ty!!

Nizam : " Pape ah. i want us hapy as friends.mcm u ckp. bye "

*& then..i didnt reply his msg back.. as i was bloggin' hahhaha*

so now people... i cant really tolarate ppl wif TTM.. especially guys!!...i mean... this crap is juz a waste of time.. having a good friends is way better than ttm... i mean... all those feeling that usually ttm says arent sincere & real.. it is juz for the sake of it... so wats the meaning of it??..please guys.. think again b4 u make someone ur ttm.. is he going to treat u right?? or juz wanna 'make' fun of u... till here guys...

p/s: Now i cant sleep.. ZzzzZzz..thanks to him la.. pagi2 bute buat otak aku "berjalan" ....
take care readers!! :)

2009-12-29T20:30:00.002+08:00

hmm.... okay.. 1st of all...i wanna describe my feelings here...right this moment i felt kinda lost....

i felt something is missing... which i dont know what it is?... and it really make my days sucks! seriously...im lack of something....ohh goshh..what is happening to me?? am i changed??? or the people around me is changing??? i am sooo clueless... i can sense that someone is gossip about me..... well guys.. get to know me better before judging me... im only a human who tend to make mistake..

well... currently.. i am missing my old school friends... although we barely talk to each other... but they seems pretty okay....this sch holiday really make my life miserable.... really... i dont lie...the most sad part of it is that... i didnt hav a chance to meet up my old friends... sometimes... i question myself.. where are they(friends) when i needed them badly....??? now i realise that... dont put high hopes in Friendship... cause they may not be the one who appreciate u in return...

maybe i'll stop here... till here...

p/s: I may not be a perfect person... but i'll do my best in achieving whatever i want!!!

2009-12-24T16:43:00.005+08:00

"Just Because You Love Someone Doesnt Mean You Have To Be Involved With Them.

Love Is Not A Bandage To Cover Wounds.."

Hugh Elliot, Standing Room Only,weblog,Febuary 16,2004

2009-12-23T23:51:00.006+08:00

Well.. here i am once again..
Now... all this while i have been doing nothing..
And Yes... TOTALLY nothing... i've been rotting at home.. eat,sleep,eat,sleep...
i think i've gained weight alrdy... hahahha.. ok.. need to exercise more than..

Yesterday...i went to catch a movie with my brother.. 'AVATAR'.. its a great story btw.. ahakz..
so..after the show we went straight home as he gonna go to work... hahahhaha *padan muke kau....* so okay... i know i have been so moody..+ stressful..+sad...+sensitive... actually i dnt know wats happening to me?? am i being cursed? or wat?? it is juz so sick when comes to the part like this.. lately.. i've been pissed off wif soo many ppl.... and i've been thinking abt ppl arnd me...so much to think aye? hahahah yeah i know.. its been hard on me these days...

My school holiday is totally bored!!!.. as i gt nothing to do.. not findin job either.. hahahha
but there's a good part of it... the bonding between me and my mother...are getting closer by days.... we chat alot... eat alot.. laugh alot... and that is a good thing that happened to me tho.. hehehe..
Usually i dnt sleep late...bt since its school holiday...so ape lagi...enjoy urhhh~... bangon pun lambat... lols...

okay la... till here... if i ade make mistake wif u...then im sorry la... wish u all the best!!!

2009-12-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

Here i am again!...everybody!!!!
today... i've gt angry wif someone whom i used to know....
its all started when i start messaged her in the afternoon...
i tot of going to see her later after she had finished her work a.k.a attachement...
everything was okay... i said to her that i wanted to go eat at FOOD culture....coz she said to me that she was going to Tamp afterall.. so i tot it was okay la... then i stop messaging her...and went to sleep... when i woke up, i was get ready to see her at tamp... by the time i was rdy, she msg me.. asking me what time i wanna meet her... then i replied back...wat time she can reached here(tamp)??..n she said 6.30pm..then i said okay la... i meet u at 6.30 @ tamp... then... when i was about to go out.... its about 6.25..i msg her..that... can i go out after maghrib?..then she said..."Abh aku smpai siang2 nk buat ape?"...i replied.."jap2..(means okay lah.i go off early..since she insisted)...so when i alight from the bus... i called her..but she didnt picked up her phone.. i call and call again....n i msg her...i said"kau kat libary ehk??" n so there was no reply....then i start to call her again...but she never picked up... i became frustated..n move off to Century Square by myself..so thenn.. i walked there..n start to call her again... n again there was no reply... then....on my way to the escalator...she called me.. n i ask her where is she??? then she said.."Im at Coffee Bean "...i forget to ask her whether is she alone or with someone else.. then,
i said to her that..."hmmm, okay..i go buy food at Food culture...later then i go find u..." at that moment i tot she was ALONE... but then.. when i wanna go to S-11 to buy noodles for my mum... i started to call her again...then ..she said she was still at coffee bean... N this time i ask her wif whom??.. then she replied wif her BEST-FRIEND... so...i was like... owhhh okayyy, k lah... nevermind..she even ask me...whether im goin to meet her or not.. i simply replied.. No.

At that moment i was totally UPSET...FRUSTATED...N so on...it was like... WTH???
I even go out early...to go n meet u up....end up u meeting ur bestfren... i mean... kalau iye pun kau nk jumpe kawan baik kau... blng lah aku... so i will not be seeing u... tats so simple... u can juz say to me wat....n when i called u... tak angkat pun..... tak dengar? atau buat2 tak dengar??? i know la u dah lama tak jumpe ur best-friend...but...nvm la... i will NOT be going out wif u anymore la.. juz so sick of it... sometimes when u hav a best-friend... u tend to forget about ur other friends...that is so BIAS...isnt it?? tis is WHY i dont wanna HAV BEST-FRIEND...i wann treat ALL the same... sometimes.. u dont even know u hurts other feelings... i may be easy going on the outside... bt deep inside me... no one will knows except ALLAH.. im done here... N to that person i juz wanna say.. " This is the last time i'll be going out wif u...Thanks ehk.. "
What goes around comes around.. so be it!!!!!

2009-12-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

Hohoho....Okay lets post something here okay....

well.. as u can see..im back !!!! hahaha thanks to mIo....LOLS...

sayy goodbye to broadband n hello to mIo.... lalalalalala...

hahahah lame i know... right now... im on my bed...using my lappy to post..ahakz..

so.... whats so good abt today??.. well... today sch start at 1... yahoooOOo!!! but then horrr... today gt test.... i didnt manage to cover all the chapter.... as it was ssooooo difficult... n my brain cant accept any information abt Digital Communication subject...LOLS... ^____^v...

I did very badddd...i gt 11/30..... ZzzZzz.... n our lecturer seems disappointed... bcoz.. only 6 people pass the test...Well, teacher... its quite COMPLICATED la...the question make my head spinning around and around... hahahaha...

I've plan for 2morow.... i tot of driving to sch 4 2morow...hmmmm..., see 1st la... must ask permission from my parents...hopes everything going to be alrite..ok lah readers... i wanna go...*bobokinGgzz*....hehehehe.. goodnite everybodeh....see ya next timeezz...*muacks...*

2009-12-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hellllooo peopleee...
hehhehehehe... i know its been a long time i didnt update my blog... hahahhaa
due to some connection problem in my house... *wink*..
lately... i've been busy with sch life... and practising my driving on the road...
some road user really piss me off... while some are quite okay lah.. hahahhaha..
well.. my parking improved alot... hehehe except for parallel one la... havnt try it yet... hehehhe..

Oh yahhh...tis morning i dreamt abt Azmi... hahaha sound weird and pathetic right?? hahhaha
i know... welll.. i dream abt ... meeting his father and sister in the car.. hahahhhaha... i think we are going some where la.. hahaha i dnt really wats the message behind it.. hahhaha... ok lets drop the story...hehehe... ok bye...!!!

Errkkkkk.... WHY ehk??

2009-11-21T06:18:00.003+08:00

well.... hello readers.... its 6.19 in the morning....

i dnt know why i want to post blog this early morning...

i keep dreaming abt my ex.... nt the previous one... bt the one before that..

what is that suppose to mean??? did it mean i miss him??? or... he miss me?? LOLS..

i juz dnt know why all of the sudden i keep dreaming abt him...

And it really freaking me out...!!!!..., to tell u all the truth.. i dnt love him either...

haiz.. hope this bad dream will end soon... i really wish that i dont wanna see him again..

because, he is the one who "make use of me"...not as in a negative way la... but as in being with me in order to forget his ex. and when he cant make it thru.... he would juz keep 'storyin' abt his ex at me.... ZzzZzzz *sigh*,at the end.. he said dat he still loves his ex... =.="..

so i decided to break-off...n make own our ways...its kinda hard n difficult for me.. but then... guys will always be guys... who tend to make alot of excuses in order to find their desire....

till here reader..take care.... and have a nice day ahead... :))))

2009-11-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

Hello readers...

hmmm... u guys must be wondering...y i am lazy to post my blog...??

hahahah well.. im juz too tired wif my stuff n sch's stuff...

I dnt know why lately.. im abit..like a zombies...

totally no reaction abt what is happening in my life..

maybe due to the past i guess???

or maybe...

Im juz too pissed off wif guys???

who treat girls like their shytt~

Im so over it...cant be bother anymore..

*ape nk jadi..jadilah....*

AS for u girls out there... juz becareful la okies...

dont trust anyone... except urself...

coz..

I've learnt alot these days...

some ppl are nt like what u think he/she is...

they may seems nice to u.. bt then..

*no comment*

yeahhhh.. i know that no one is perfect...

inclding me also...

p/s : Promise are meant to be broken...so dont fall for it...okies ladies...!!

take care readers...

till here...signin' off...

-AnnaBella-

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

2009-11-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hello readers...
Hahahaha.... I gt some good news!!! woohoooo...
I've asked my mum abt enrol motorbikes....:-

Me = "Ma..kalau nana nk blajar motor boleh?... tapi nanti lah..kalau nana dah keje?..boleh?? "

Mummy = "Suke hati kau la... duit kau...tapy...kan lebih bagus kau belik kereta kecik drpd blajar motor... "

Me = "Ermmm... hmm... boleh lah.. kalau mama nk SPONSER...^__^ wuuuuuuu... "

Mummy = "Insya Allah... ".

okay.. thats the end of the conversation.. ahakz.. XD

So..today lesson starts at 1 pm... hehehe...
tapi.. still dtg lambat... huhuhuhu.... *tsk,tsk,tsk... ape nk jadi ngan kau SRI??*
N while waiting for the bus.. i saw Irah n Ilah.... hahaha i tot im the only one late.. but then.. still... gt others who is late also.. hahahhaha =.=".....

Reach sch...straight go to classroom n take all the stuff for the lab sheet....=.="....then... arnd 4 pm can goo backkk woooooooooooooooo..... after tat...go meet juwai at tamp cntrl station n straight go to FOOD CULTURE... hahahah *coz im craving for the BAN MIAN handmade fried noodles...* same goes wif juwai alsooo... hahahha...

After tat... went to tamp mall... coz i wan to buy an earing for myself..hahahah *pathetic right?? i know....* so went to Perlini's Silver...n juwai choose for me the earing n i choose a necklace for myself...*maklum la.. takde org nk belikan.. jadi beli sendiri uh... hahahha*--> SRI...KAU TAK LAKU PER???... hmmmm.. nie bukan masalah laku ke tak laku.. nie masalah... malas nk layan lelaki-lelaki skrg nie...yg kebykkan nyer..."SAKIT KUAT"..u know i know la.... malas nk entertain dorg... hahahhaha...oh~ well.. life is better tis way... i even ask my mummy to SEARCH for me.... *baiK kan aku??? dgr ckp mak bapak... hahahahhaha*..kite tgk jer lah nanti... taknk ckp banyak.. LOLS...

Till here readers... C ya Later...
*muacks*...

2009-11-09T21:21:00.002+08:00

Oh... hello blog...
yeah...long time no see uhhh....
well... recently.. things are really great... for me la.. heehee...
and... alhamdulillah.. i've passed my TP... which is a great relief from me... n my dad..
ape tak nyer... duit oi.... i've spent abt 3K pluss on driving lesson... so.. whats next?
hmm....i've been practising my parking =.=".... w/o a Pole okayy... N plus.. my daddy's car are..abit bigger which make me abit *scared*...

Schools life??...hmmmm okay la.. nothing interesting to talk abt it...
at least my brain can work.. LOLS... okay.. SRI u are LAME!!... >_<"..

My Life??...ermm... nothing interesting jugak... juz dat... i've met my ex. co-incidently...on tagged.. hahahaha.. such a small world... *teringat zaman dulu... KENTAL PE KAU SRI???*...
hehehehe..dah besar anak2 nie semua ehkk... >.< *ohhh well... i sound like irah N Alba...*

What's next?... well... i tot of enroll motorbikes... but...but...but.. SURELY.. my parent wouldnt aggreeeeeeee!!! Haizz....ok nvm...

After tis.. going to play games.. n then sleep.. woooo.. good nite readers...!! <3333

2009-10-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

Ohh.. welll....

I know my BLOG is DEAD....!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA ...

Recently...School re-open back...

wooohoooo... Sch!!! I LOVE SCH....

Like real... LOLS.... okay lah.. nothing to talk abt..

Im juz Speechless...

Well if anything interesting happen..

i'll sure blog ! hehehe... Toodles!!

2009-09-07T22:42:00.001+08:00

Hello people...

oh.. yah.. b4 i forgt!!

"SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN...!"

khekehehkehekhke...I know its abit LATE.. haha but then.. due to the busy-ness tat occured in my daily routine..*Chey.. MCM PHM jer la aku nie* kekekeke...so yeah... skjap jer dah 16 hari kita berpuasa... N so far.. my "parking issues" are getting better... ALHAMDULILAH... THANK U ALLAH!!!.. :DDDDDD

So.. wats for tommorow?? EE Exam.. start at 3 pm...

N im dead SCARED!!....But after this.. i wanna sleep.. my headache is sooo disturbing!!!..

cant tahan anymore!!! well wish me luck people...

Doakan lah yg terbaik utk diriku... dlm menjalani peperiksaan n TP..[] hehehee

2009-08-30T16:39:00.002+08:00

So Finally...
I've Created A new Skin...
Oh well...
i dont know wat happen to my previous BLOGSKIN...
hahaha
DARN u BLOGSKIN!! hahahaha..
k.. im nuts.. hohohoho.. alrite...
im going off soon.. tata..
Muacks...

2009-07-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.. Today was the tiring day...
had my lesson at 8 am in the morning..
but then.. i wake up late... heehee..
luckly.. my father sent me to sch...
otw there... the cloud was very dark...N Huuray!! Raining!!
Reached sch.. then.. stomach pain!! *aduuui!!!!!*
went to toilet for "shee-shee" n then.. GROOMING time! haha mcm tk tau je..*wink*
Then go to classroom at E301..
Look at the time its already 08:03..*Eiikk! dah LAMBAT!*
Cheyyy..padahal..aru jer 3 min late.. so it means nothing.. kekekke *smilee*
After tat went for break time n eat! *yummy*
N so... the class end at 11 sharp... after tat still thinking..whether shld i go back or...shld juz chil wif frens...coz later got practical driving..
Then..decided to chill wif frens..*heeheehee*

Take bus no.65 n went to Safra for POOL n Bowling.. kekeke 2-in-1..hahahaha!
veryyy the cheapp.. hahaha i looiikke...after tat.. follow the 2 girls at their "port"..hahaha u noe i knoe laa... *winks*
Around 3 pm in the afternoon.. make a move to CDC...take bus no.8..n alight at Ubi n transit to another bus tat go there lahh.. hehehe..

Reached there...n went to toilet for "touch-up"..then went inside the customer service to see "The Board" to see which no. car for my prac. lesson...
waited under the shining SUN...it feels so HOTT!! Damn HOTT! hahaha
then.. the instructor came... he seems so fierce n UNFRENDLY!! WTH?!?..
alaaah... unfrenly so wat?? u think i scared is it?? hahaa *aku step fierce jerr*

Oh yah.. ytd... met up wif fatin n her bf...n Sufyan-> The Irritating fella.. hahahaha.. it was damn funny lah.. he keep on "craping" wif jokes here n there.. although some jokes are abit sensitive...bt ..oh well.. itu la "perangai" dier.. hahaha Sewel!!!?!...

N Now.. im tired.. after this wanna go to sleep! hahahaha.. aju skola blum gosok lagi.. *haizz*..penat sey.. Tommorow after sch.. Practical driving AGAIN!!..
im soooo SCARED on 22 SEPTEMBER 2009!! Its MY TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!!! ARggghhhh!!!
TaaaKooooOOOOt la kEntuttt!! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..k la.. camat mlm semua!!
*muacks*

2009-06-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

Haizz... Goshhh...
I really dont know wat happened to my life??
Why am i being treated like a S***????
Wat happening to me??
Why is so Hard for them to understand??
Guys do come n go...
Its hard for me to trust someone...New..
Although all guys are nt the same... bt then..
All of them are still the SAME.. -EGO-
kadang2 tuh.. aku dah malas nk kenal2 ngan lelaki nie..
kebykn yg aku kenal.. smua nyer nt my taste..
bt then..i juz accpet them for who they are...
and in return.. they treat me like a dirt..
oh myy.... this kinda of thing so pathetic!!!!
I dnt even know.. why am i talking abt it... ZzzZzz
maybe im juz too lonely or depressed...
for me... its okay to be single..
bt then..*sigh*

p/s: Still waiting for someone Unknown....

2009-06-24T08:41:00.006+08:00

Herllo people... weeeeeeeee
yesterday was fun!! hahahaha
My Brother n i watched Transformers!!
at 2230 PM..place: Tampines Golden Village.. hahha...it was a VERY NICE SHOW..
they all are AWESOME!!

N Guess what????
The show Ended at 0106 AM...
gt no bus anymore.... so we walked home..
pretty tired.. bt then.... its okay la.. "exercise" hehehehe..
This was my First time...watch the late night show.. hehehe..
the shopping mall looks to eerie when nobody's around.. i mean.. when
the shop were closed la.. ehehehe N plus.. The CUBICLE in the toilet was DARK!!
**Tak kelakar ehk...aku tgh nk ter'buang' air kecil sey...takut ke tak takut...
aku tempoh jer.. lau tak.. dah aku terkucil kat tgh jalan.. hahaha**

Then.. otw nk alek..
my brother n i..walk thru the path way...
n the trees look soo... eerie... *u know i know lah*
i juz hope tat nothing gona happen when we walked back..
Alhamdulilah we arrived at home safetly..hehe..
after tat washed our feet,hand,face... then proceed to
"transformer part 3"-> Revenge On Bed... hehehe Nice rite???
*wink* XDDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-23T10:49:00.001+08:00

Oh well.. here again..
yeah.. i know.. i gt a new blogskin.. hehehe
I hope my readers like it.. hehehe
coz of my previous blogskin something happened..hahaha
till here...
nothing to post.. hahaha

2009-06-13T21:13:00.003+08:00

Boo!!!
Hahahaha Now im Rotting at Home Like A Pig..
kekekekkeke... its been a wonderful days wif schools..
bt i got to admit.. it is Quite TIRING okies...!!
ok.. back to my stories.. hehehehhe

well actually there's no story lah abt me.. hahahha
im juz bored...so.. i take my "nt so precious Time" to blog.. hehhee
oh yeah... i dnt know wat to wear for this Monday...
Zzzzz.... Hope My classmate wouldnt be SaBo-Ing Me....
another 3 more days to go.. n my age become older..
Arrghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Im gettin old!!

2009-06-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

Oh well...
Today.. As usual..went to school by bus...
N i've reached soooo damn early in the morning..hahahha*kiasu me* hehehe
so.. i juz sat at one corner.. waiting for the time to pass by..hahaha
today subject is Lifeskills.. okay la.. the teacher keep on talking n talking..
some of them are busy wif their own stuff..so teacher get pissed off..
actually i pity her la.. coz some are really nt interested in her subject...
yeah.. cant denied its quite bored also.. bt..ohhh..well.. tat is life right?hahaha
Sometimes.. u have to appreaciate n respect for the teacher.. bcoz of them.. we are who we are now... I really dont respect student being so rude to the teacher..its juz sounds tat... u've gt an attitude problem n u dont respect urself either...
Now this is wat we called "PROBLEMATIC STUDENT"...tis is juz a feedback frm me... if u dnt like it.. then dont bother read it la... tis is only for those who have dignity in themselve... *peace* ...Okay.. wat im trying to say is tat.. eventhough..
u dnt like the subject or the teacher.. juz be polite n show some manner...
for those who..."terasa"...then its time for u to make a new leaf k? its for the best.... C'mon la.. teachers trying to make an effort for us in the future...shld appreciate it lahhh...OK im done wif that..after tat.. i went for EE re-take test.. hehe.. i scored 25/30 ok la.. hehehehe

After school.. i met wif my auntie n my cuzzin n plus kak Rina.. for lunch.. bt then before goin to lunch.. we stopped at "Soo Kee Jewellery"...my aunt bought a pair of pearl earing.. it was nice..hehehe... then all of us went to "SWENSEN"..*actually i dnt know lah we going to eat there.. hahhahaha*..**__thanks for the treat auntie__** then.. while walking there.. i msg wif one of my guy fren...to comfirm whether going to meet later or nt... he said dat.. meet him at eunos..--> tis can be So "CALLED" date lah.. hahaha bt for a moment only.. coz later after maghrib he want to chill wif his fren n go to his sister house..bt he did invite me to join him later on.. bt i refuse la..coz.. im nt the type of person who like to "lepak2 here n there" hahahaha..I rather stay at home wif my Computer n INternet.. hahaha *silly me*
yeaY~ i Know.. *wink*

After we've met.. we go straight ahead to Bugis... coz he gt something to buy...so i juz followed la... ^_^..b4 tat we went to eat.. coz his hungry.. hahaha damn funny lah him... n plus cute.. bt he keep on bullying me as in his joke la..oh..well..
guys.. please dont take it wrongly ehk..we are juz a FREN... nothing is gonna happen between us..*FULLSTOP*.

N on my way back... i took bus 28... n co-incidently... i bump in wif FASEHAH *..I forgt how to spell her name... hehe sorry..* then she start a quick conversation as she going to alight frm the bus...she says : "U working or schling..?".. then i replied..."Still schling.."... then she nodded her head and went off from the bus..
in the bus i was sooo sooo sleepy... ZzzzZzz.. bt i must control myself for nt fall asleep.. as i was wearing CONTACT LENS.. hahahha scared something might happen if i sleep wif my contact lens on.. hehehhe yeah.. i know its kinda pathetic.. bt who knows right???... till here.. my eyes are heavy now.. goin sleep after tis.. hehehe..
take care peeps! dont take drugs.. *Smile* ^______________^

2009-05-31T18:35:00.002+08:00

Herlo..peeps...
hmmm... recently.. i fall in love wif someone..
whom i never thought of it.. seriously...
at the same time.. i find it quite nerve breaking..n guilty...
haizz.... shud i carry on wif him or nt? or shud i juz be fren wif him??..
he seems nice to me.. n he gt a BEAUTIFUL voice.. omg.. i can *melt* sia..
hahahhahaa ok.. im mad.. *i know* -Winks- hohohoho

N So.. today.. i went to my mum's fren weddings..
the decoration so nice.. bcoz its PINK.. hurhurhur..
n after tat.. we all go to Joo Chiat.. to buy some karaoke cd n fabric..(for Hari Raya).. hahaha * ok its nt me who bought it.. its my sista*...i dnt kan-chiong one.. hahahha XD

After tat.. went home.. with a restless look on my face...
i dnt know.. whether is he the one for me??? or is he trying to play arnd wif my heart???? *perasaan nie masih ragu.. dgn mahluk yg bernama LELAKI*....
sukar nya utk percaya kata-kata daripada mereka....kenapa hati ini masih ragu??
kenapa perasaan ini tidak tenteram?? KENAPA????????!!?????
Pada lelaki manakah yg harus aku percayai?? knapa lelaki nie suka mengambil kesempatan terhadap diriku??? haiz..........
pada siapa harus ku leraikn??
fikiran ku kusut...
entah apa yg akan terjadi pada diriku nanti..
Oh tuhan...berikanlah aku kekuatan utk menempuhi dugaan ini..
kerna ku tahu.. pilihan mu yg paling terbaik buat diriku...

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2009-05-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

hmmm.... at last.. time for me to blog... khkehehehehke
i know its been a while.. since i update my blog.. hehehe
ape nk uat.. malas sey nk post..kekekkekeke
N now i gt time to blog.. hehehehe
Oh yeah... its been 2 days..n i miss my MUM n DAD...
Hope they doing fine there.....please take care of urself dear mum n dad...

And as for me... i juz recovered frm my flu..
n please.. it is nt SWINE flu ehk.. juz normal flu...
but today right.. i managed to go to school.. see.. i am a good student u know.. kekekke...oh yeah.. recently.. i am addicted to BOYS OVER FLOWER.. especially JI HOO!!!!!*wink*

Well nothing much happened la... semua nyer sama ajer...
tapikan.. recenlty jugak.. i've known alot of guys... bt then..semua nyer..
mcm.. ZzzzzzzZzz... i dnt know la.. y lately i dont trust guys n their "sweet"
Words...to me.. boys come n go... oh well.. maybe the ONE havnt reach to my place yet..ape sey aku bebual.. takpe la.. dah pening nie.. hahhahaha

Until here.... btw... tadi masa nk alek dari KFC... suddenly i saw.. "KAMMY"... anjat gegerl sey.. hahhaha tapi.. i think dier tk perasan me la.. hehehe ...
good nite people..i love u all ...<333333

2009-05-06T13:06:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe here i am again..
weeeeeeeeee....
Sch days are sooo Tiring.. *sob*
well... here in ite... all the lecturer's are so funny.. n COOL..
kekekekekekke..
Plus.. today.. i can go hm early.. coz.. today lesson end at 10.30am..
LOLs... juwai.. takmo jealous k?..
Oh yeah... the Porridge at canteen.. was SUPERB!!! really NICE.. :)
of coz la Chicken Porridge.. not the PORK Porridge..LOLS..
n Tommorow.. i end at 5 pm la...
Zzzzzz its gonna be a long day ahead....!!!
n today.. my brother n i are going to watch 'X-MEN'...of coz his treat la..
>_< hehehhehe.. now im waiting for my bro to come home 1st...
Zzzzz...so i take my time to blog 1st.. hehehe..
cant wait to watch movie.. hehehhee...

Here are the pic tat i took juz now..

2009-04-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

Well.. today... i went out.. wif Kak Azian...
*To Juwai n Fatin... i think u guys know who she is right?..
We made an appoinment at 1.15 Serangoon Control Station..
But then... i'm late.. kekekeke.. sorry sista... kekekkekekeke..
Then.. after i reached there..i've met wif Sis Azian.. n then.. Proceed to Community Club..near Serangoon there.. to watch "Dikir Barat"..

So far.. the show is nice... but some singer are so... *zzzZZzzz*
*paham-paham jer lahhh*...n then.. while watching the show... My stomach...
*grumble* kekekekke lapar beb...dari pagi belum makan...So after the show finished..
Sis Azian n Me... went to Macdonald..TO EAT,EAT,EAT!!!.. *Burrrpp* alhamdulilah...

I finished my meal earlier than Sis Azian... *jgn pikir aku gelojoh ehk*
Then.. both us talk.. n talk.... then.. suddenly..*This Question.. suddenly POP up from Sis Azian mouth.. "Nana dah ade Boyfriend?".... N I look at her.. N say.. "Ermm.. tak ade la... lelaki skrg nie susah nk dipercayai.." n then.. she giggles... *while deep down inside me.. i felt kinda sad... bcoz of the past...*
*haizzzzzzz....*

Only those who know abt my past...they know how i felt...
N on my way back... I kept thinking abt my past....
My memories wif him... n all those stuff....
GOSH!!!!... i'm being emo juz now... really.. n now also.. i gt no mood..
kept thinking abt him~...
It really hurts me alot...
Still remember all his "empty Promises"... *sigh*....
N tonight i feel like wana CRY.. CRY..CRY..!!! :~~~~~((
When i look at Sis Azian eyes.. it reminds me of something "Precious life" i had before...bt now.. all GONE.... *how i wish.. i could be with him again*...
My hearts still bleeding.. although its been 3 yrs now...
N for once... all my "dreamS" wouldnt come true... Bcoz.. he found "someone" special in his life...n i dont wanna be a third party... so might as well.. i juz leave "this feeling" deep inside my heart.....
To tell u the truth.. i really MISS him BADLY... really .. I REALLY DO MISS HIM...
*arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!*

Haizzz... till here...*wana continue CRYING in my room*..
take care people...

2009-04-24T20:39:00.005+08:00

H_E_L_L_O!!!!!!!!!! hahahahha
okay.. finally i get some time to post.. hehehe
School days Are so Tiring..
Maklum lah.. dah 4 bulan "menganggur" kat rumah...
N so today... as per Normal... sch started at 8 am in the morning...
SO tired sia.... ishk ishk ishk.. bt its fun lah.. meeting new frens here n there..
n today guess wat.. FINALLY GOT MY STUDENT EZ-LINK.. wkakakakkakaka
NO MORE ADULT FARES!!!
walao... tell u guys ehk!!! Adult fare so DAMN expensive ler...
CANNT TAHAN MEH!!!!!bt lucky.. Now gt new EZ-LINK.. kekekekke...

So today... FINALLY THE 4 OF US TAKE PICTURE... hahahaha wana see??
well before tat.. juz wana tell u guys tat MY FACE ARE DAMN UGLY LAH!!! hahahaha

See??? AM i right??? huhuhhuhuhu..
FRM LEFT : CHINYAN, SERENE , HUDA & ME..
yeah i know i nerd la.. hahahha who cares.. XDDD

OK till here.. no more post.. im bored to death sia...
*sob* see ya next time...

2009-04-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

Yeah..yeah..yeah...
i know im kinda late to tell ya abt my 1st day of sch...
hehehe.. believe me.. i thought it was kinda nerve-breaking..
bt then.. it turns out.. okay...so.. on the first day of sch..my parents sent me..
*i know...its kinda childish..kekeke bt who cares..save EZ-link money* kekekeke
then...reached sch..at 8.30 plus la...went to toilet...*do some stuff*..*u know i know lah..hehe*..after tat... i saw Serene call me n msg me..then i said to her tat im in the toilet...so.. she came there to meet me nice right???.. n it was my 1st time ler.. i meet new ppl IN THE TOILET.. hahahaha...well.. Serene aka BlurQUeen..
After tat..both of us.. went out.. n see the list of ppl in info-comm...gt 3 classes la.. walao... *P,Q,R*... n Co-incidently..me n Serene plus another gal.. who i couldnt remeber her name till now... which i met her in Auditionsea..Three of us are in the same class ler...so yeah... there were alot of malay n chinese la in my class..SOME of them ARE HOT..kekekekekke *wink* SERENE IF U SAW THIS..PLEASE DNT SPREAD IT OUT LOUD.. IF NT IM GONNA KILL U!!!!! n plus.. My appearence look like an innocent sch gal ler.. nice right?? heheheh sooo called NERD la.. hehehehehe

The 2nd day... Orientation day.. wah...its damn boring lah... Serene was sleeping when the lecturer give us some speeches...hahaha..bt then.. after tat.. got motivational talk.. talk.. talk...then.. finally.. gt some concert.. hahahah damn funny one la..LOL..i shud record it..n put in YOUTUBE..wakakkakaka..N oh yeah.. my classroom is at the 3rd storey la.. damn tired!!! i came back frm sch.. both of my leg pain already la..cannt tahan...

TODAY.... wahhh.. today start at 8 am in the morning la... so.. as usual.. i always wake up at 5.30 am....then.. i waited for Serene to reach at Bus stop near Safra there...n again.. SHE's LATE!!...bt this time..there were traffic jam.. zzZzzz.. the Road dont like u lah Serene.. so u better take MRT.. wakakkakakka.. or u juz fly~ or take bicycle... kekkekekeke... N today start lesson liao... so far... ok la... i understand wat the lecturer is talking abt...n today.. end sch at 10.45 like tat.. nice right?? hahahhaa..*Juwai..jgn jeles... kekekekke* n tomorow.. gt "Roadshow for the CCA"..i dnt know wat to choose la... so many... bt the WUSHU club.. seems nice.. kekekeke.. i wonder if i can FLY like they demo. ytd... wakakkakakaka.. *wink*..
well.. that's all for today...update tommorow if i've gt time la.. see ya guys..

--BELLE-- Sign'in Off------

2009-04-12T21:31:00.002+08:00

OMG.......
SCH START TOMMOROW~~...
O______________________O
Im scared....
Im nervous.......
eeeikkkkkkkk.... mcm nk meninggal lah plak...
kekekekkeke......

Oh yah.... to all my AUDITIONSEA Friends...
please take care of urself k?? especially.. my dear...
*U NOE WHO U ARE*... *wink*....
lalalalalalalalalala....Dnt miss me k...
kekekekek i know.. i BHB... kekekkekeke
Oh well....im juz so nervous right now... *SOB*

--BELLE-- sign'in off.....

2009-03-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

Today... i went to see docter...
early in the morning i woke up..
bath n so on.... then.. suddenly...
my body seems tired n helpless...
this may be due to my fever n my cold...
OH My~....Docter said tat... i must REST...
if i wan to recover fast.. so yeah...
juz now.. i eat n sleep like a pig.. kekekeke
then i online my auditionsea game.. after that..
i went sleep again.. kekekeke....im kinda tired..
maybe due to the medicines i ate.. O__O...

Oh ya.. b4 i forgt...i already bought the uniform for my sch...
hehehe soo yeah... cant wait to be back in sch...
after 4 months.. doing nothing bt eat n sleep at home.. kekekke
"abih nk uat ape sey".. kekekke
abt the new fren thingy... i juz hope tat..they all are frenly..
n not fierce n *minah-minah* nyer type... coz i hate them ler...
juz hope i dont drift apart lah.. when enter tat sch...
coz i hear alot.. ppl say... someday u'll change when enter the ITE's..
lets juz pray for me okies..i dont wan be bad ppl.. n do stupid stuff..
kekekekke... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*SCARED*... LONE RANGER HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!

N BTW.. do u noe tat.. I MISS MY DEAR SEC 4 GALS????
I DONT KNOW how to explain ler.. although they all are younger than me..
bt then.. i love each one of them... they all are very unique in their own ways..
soo.. abt the gathering.. im sorry i cant make it.. coz.. i'am sick...n i cant go out... so sorry dear... IMY u guys lah!!... take care my darlings.... :)))

Abt my LOVE LIFE...
well... tak tau nk ckp ape...
recently.. i gt to know this one guy..
who used to be my old fren.. n suddenly he appear in my life..
well.. tak de lah mengharap sangat...tapi.. i juz go wif the flow~~..
lau ade jodoh ader lah.. lau tak ade.. ape bleh kita buat kn??
heeheehee.. As for now.. i wan to find LELAKI YG SETIA n KAYE.. kekekeke
*mcm phm jer aku nie* well.. kaye tk semestinyer "duit" kn??.. Kaye bleh macam-macam..sperti kaye budi bahasa..kaye kasih sayang.. kekekkekeke :P

tat's all for today all readers....
---------BELLE SIGN'IN OFF-------------

2009-02-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

Oh well.. here i am again..
i know.. its been awhile i didnt update..
not coz of busy or wat.. its juz tat.. im too
lazy.. heehee... tak de ape menarik pn..
duk umah selama 3 bulan.. tanpa pekerjaan..
cuma habiskn makanan yg ada dirumah..
dan belanja.. lols...

sekarang dah tak ley belanje suke2..
mesti kene jimat beb..disebabkn.. bapak aku dah retire kn..
so kene pandai2 jimat duit..
n skrg.. kerje aku cume duk umah..
jaga anak sedara aku.. n menghadap depan comp. nie.. heehee
kadang2 tuh ader lah bosan jugak.. abih ape ley buat??
nk cari keje pn susah.. *haiz*..

bulan 3 nie.. kene pi registration kat CC-MP..
kul 12 sampai kul 5 ptg..
seram beb... 1st time.. alone.. n *lost*
tak de sesape yg ku kenal di sana nanti..*sob*
mcm mane ehk.. *haiz*
terpakse kene buat muke tebal.. *eeeee part nie aku malu sey..*
n si YAN tuh blng aku.. kat tempat aku byk lelaki..
*aduuuh* lagi pening kepala aku..
dah lah aku anti sosial ngan kaum lelaki nie..
eeeeeeeee.. *faint*
doa2 moga-moga.. aku dpt kenal ngan kaum hawa..

Juwai... semoga ko berjaya yer..!! menempuhi masa2 yg akan dtg..
huhhuhuhuuhu..
n aku harap... ko jgn jadi minah2 pat sane plak.. ketuk karang kepala ko!
k lah.. selamat mlm semua... <3333

2009-01-30T13:30:00.002+08:00

hello semua!!
Finally~ i've gt somwthing to tell u guys..
i've been accepted in ITE weeeeeeee..
nk tau aper course?? INFO-COMM TECH...
n my campus is at MACPHERSON... dekat jer kn..
tak macam 'org' tuh kene kat CLEMENTI... bleh tertido aku.. ahakz..
well.. alhmadulillah lah...

but..

as for my dear fren.. FATIN..
dun be sad my dear... im sure..
there's another place for u...
n im sure.. its the best of all!
Remember tat.. we always love u~.. :D

well... time for me.. to be prepare..
all my stuff n so on..well..
wish me luck okies??
take care all!! love u guys!!
*MUACHKS*

2009-01-13T19:03:00.002+08:00

Here i am...
once again...
im turn into pieces..
lols..
mcm phm jer aku nie..

well.... RESULT O dah dpt tau..
walaupn markah amat lah merepek kerepek...
tapi.. aku tetap bersyukur.. sbb ade jugak grade.. hehehhe
ok lah.. my plan is.. after o-lvl.. sambung ITE..
which is already applied..N waiting for the result tis 30 jan 2009..
Mudah-mudahan aku dpt masuk yer... insya allah~..

So now.. ape yg selalu aku uat kat rumah?...
mcm biase lah.. makan, minum, tido, main game, dan mcm2 lagi..
senang ckp.. habis kn makanan kat rumah nie.. LOLS..
lau tv, radio, comp, ...dah ley makan.. dah lama aku telan.. hahhahaha

Tak lah.. aku tak lah seteruk yg korg sangkakn..
aku maseh MANUSIA biase tau tak??~~*rockers jugak MANUSIA*~~ hehehhe
Oh yah... juwai pn apply for ITE...
weeeeeeeeeee... ade fren2... cute kn??
hehehe ok2.. maap jer lah.. skrg otak ku tgh senget... tak ley pkir btol2.. hahahha

Then next thing wana do is...
u all really want to know???
SURE???
100% sure ehk nk tau...
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2009-01-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

Annyoung Haseyo!!
hmmm... well.. Happy New Year aLL!!!
right now.. im feelin' kinda down abit..
i dont know why am i like this??..
is it stress?? or lonely..??
hmmm.. watever lah.. all i know tat..
my mood sometimes swings..
Rasa mcm nk dtg 'bulan' gtu..
agaknyer lah tuh... haha

Recently... my friend and i...(cheyyy mcm phm sak aku bebual)..hahahha
ok2.. sebernanya.. fatin n i.. ngah nk cari kerje.. as in part-time jer lah..
bt then.. its hard to find okay??... believe me.. so.. sesape yg ade kerje kosong.. sila lah..blng kite.. ehehhe..

N oh yah.. im so damn scared abt the result...
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
mcm nk terkeluar sey jantung2 nie..*jap.. sejak bile aku ade byk jantung nie??* hahahha ...

Well.. this year im gonna be 20 yrs old... eeeee dah masuk alam 20-an.. dah tue.. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. tapi tak tua mane lah.. jiwa masih mude dok.. ehehehe.. n yet.. masih blom jumpe PRINCE CHARMING lagi.. wahahhahahha... siow sey~ *i know..*heehee..

OK lah semua.. i've gt no idea wat to write.. till here guys..
LOve u all... watever comes.. juz go for it!!! *aja-aja Fighthing!!*

2008-12-28T19:48:00.002+08:00

Ola readers...
well.. here i am again...
yesterday.. was totally fun...
Cuzzins outing days.. ehehehhehe...
meet up at 2.30.. although janji kul 2 ptg...
im the one who's late... hehehhe
Mianhamnida..to Juwai.. n Khairah...
hehehhehe...

Oh ya... Khairah.. dah berangkat pi.."Universiti Malaya"..
Wish u all the best in ur studies yah...
takmo uat bukan2 ehk kat sana...
i know.. kat sana NO CURFEW... but do take care of urself k??...
make us PROUD okays.. hehehe... thanks for the outing smlm..
i really had a great time wif ya....

&...

Not forgetting my lovely Juwai..
thanks for hearing all my sad story..
walaupn.. aku tau.. aku nie.. emo..
bt.. i hav to fight for it...
lau tak.. aku takkan seperti skrg...
hehehe.. better stop.. before.. aku meleret lagi.. ehehhehe

So today..
nothing exciting happen..
it's juz dat...the whole day..
im spending my time watching.. Korean Drama..
it was totally awesome!!
i mean... the hero.. wasnt really my type..
hehhehe bt.. jalan cerita dier ok lah...
well.. i go to go... nk sambung tgk cerita tuh lagi..
KOREA IS LOVED baby!!! hehehhe

2008-12-24T08:06:00.002+08:00

helloooo peeps..
hahaha...
ok2..recently... there's something going on...
abt me.. n my so called 'sista'..watever..
hmmm.. im actually.. nt sure..whether.. i shld be mad..
or..sad??...or.. happy??...
well gal... as far as ur concern...
do u ever think tat.. his love for me is sincerely??..
think again... long distance relationship... is wayyyyyyyyyyyy...too
tricky...n hard to last long...
well.. i've already experience it... n i noe.. it really hurt u badly...
So.. Mianhamnida..
i noe.. im not a good person.. when comes to this situation...
coz.. my history of love life.. has taught me.. to be very..
very.. extra careful with guys these days...
kata-kata manis dorg.. mmg sedap didgr...mmg membuat kte terharu...
haiz... i dont lah... sesape yg mengenali me.. im sure.. they know...
wat..i've been thru... those days..haizz..

n for once gal...
do u noe.. y.. im acting like this..
its because of...things tat had occured in my life...
guys.. keep on cheating on girls... keep on lying on girls...
n im sick of it... nt that i want to revenge back...
its juz dat i dont want to be wanita yg mudah terpengaruh ngan mahluk bernama 'lelaki'...

n abt arfan...
u dont know.. wat my feelings gal...
i may look happy at the outside... bt then...
in my inner feeling u guys dunno...
i am slowly killing myself...with my own knife...
u're glad dat im not wif him...?? well2... im sure.. everyone glad dat im not wif him...right??.. n FYI.. i do love him.. bt then... his heart is still wif his ex.
n it really..really..really.. hurt me alot... bt i dnt want to show it...
coz of wat?? coz of.. i dont wana make things complicated...

n as for fir...
i will tell him the truth....
i am nt.. playing wif his heart... i do love him as a brother..
bt then... i dunt really expect tat.. he would love me..more than that...
i though he was juz...playin' ard ..coz.. in audit.. he said to me tat.. he really misses u soo much.. n i DO take note of tat...

well... i am done wif this stuff... i dont want to bring out this matter anymore...
like u said... enuff is enuff... n im done wif it... if u wana hate me or watsoever.. let it be.. its ur problem.. not mine.. n im nt going to hate u.. coz.. u r like my own sister..bt then.. tuh semua dah berlalu... n.. now.. we're like 'stranger' to each other... u who want it to be it like this.. than.. its okay.. at least i still hav someone who can understand me.. my buddies..my family.. n my friends... ok then.. farewell to u gal...!

2008-12-19T10:26:00.015+08:00

2008-12-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

Oh~!! well.. here i am..
Alone again...
Where are my frens when i need them so much???...
Where are they...??
issit true.. frens come and go too????
like Love???
haizz... now.. im totally depressed..
abt my life... n alot of things...
Oh.. god Help me!!! i cant fight this feeling anymore...
am i making the wrong decision???
am i too emotional when solving my problem???
Gosshh!! this things really screwed me up...!!!
OH.. please show me a sign ... so tat i can be in the right path..
haizzz...till here all...
im sick of my life!!!

2008-11-29T08:03:00.002+08:00

Ok guys... as u all know..
Im back to single life...
yeah.. its hurt though but...
i've manage to keep my feet on the ground...
i know to control my emotion n so on...
n im nt blaming him for wat had happen to him...
it's his history...
n the fact is.. he still love his ex...
n i cant force him to love me extremely...
so.. i decided to let him go...
that's the best thing i could do...
n thanks to him.. tat.. he told me the truth...

i juz go with the flow...
maybe right now.. im kinda down...
im hoping.. this feeling would go quickly..
as im tired of being sad n emo..all that kinda of sh*t...

in my negative though...guys are always the same...
frm the beginning till the end...
always make me suffer..
bt its ok though...
experience makes me even more.. a BETTER person...n STRONG inside...

As for now...
lets juz... "kuat kn semangat yg ada... n not trying to think abt anything... i wana be with my love ones...who always.. be there when i needed them..."

Korea trip... here i come~~!!

2008-11-26T12:58:00.002+08:00

OK guys~~
Tomorrow i gt practical driving lesson..
At 8:30 AM in the morning....
And i am utterly damn scared right now...
Please do pray for me..
Hope that i can manage to do wat the instructor want me to do...
N after this... im going to buy a shoes for tomorrow lessons..
Wat??? dont say im 'KiasU' okay...???
Coz.. most of my shoes are high Heels...
N i cant wear tat for my lesson what???... huhuhuhu

Another 16 more days to go...
KoREA!!! wait for me hor~~...
huhuuuhuhuhuhuuh...
Ok guys... Love u~~
Hate me?? ScramMM!! from HeREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

2008-11-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

ALHAMDULILAH~
I've PASSED my BTT Test....
Fuhh~... felt Sooo Relief... Hehe
thanks for those who Doakn me..
hehhehe....
N now...
FINAL THEORY TEST~!!!
Arghhhh!!! kene Struggle...
N Manual CAR~~!!! IM Coming ur way!!!
please be good to me... i am a newbie...

well.. i gt something to tell u guys...
yesterday... i dreamt abt my ex. (azmi)... n Sabirah..
N most... suprisingly...both of them.. are couple...!!
i mean.. Sabirah n azmi... cpl????? argghhhhhhhhh!!!
headache siol... hahhaha...
ok2.. tuh tak pe...
aku ade mimpi pasal snake...
Ular... ade paham?? byk plak tuh ular tuh kat sekeliling aku..
Seram sey!!!!

k lah...sampai disini sahaja lah.. malas nk post panjang2.. hehhehehe
tata...~!!! adios!! muaccchkkss!! baby ***** is LoVeD by Mua~~ huhuhu

2008-11-16T19:11:00.004+08:00

Yeoboseyo guys!!!!!!
im...gonna take my driving license...
please pray for me....
as i felt 'Bulanhaeyo' ....tak tau kn makne dier?? muahahhaaha
argghhh.... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n btw... insya allah..
i'll be on my holiday next month...
so.. if there were no post...dun be mad okies..
im really excited with this coming holiday..
as me n my parent are going to Korea.. Gippeoyo abt it~~!!!
huhhuuhuhuhuhu...
N maybe.. this might be the last vacation ever...*sob*
due to my father not working anymore... haizz...
its time for me to support them back...-my duty-

p/s: juwai... dont tell any of our relatives abt my holidays aites.. including ur parent... as u know.. i know lah.. hahahhaa.. like to keep it low... ^^
cheers for now~~!!!!!

Annyonghi kasayo!!!!!!!

2008-11-09T20:53:00.002+08:00

Guyss!! SEMALAM... tepat pkul 11.30 mlm...
aku tlh menjadi seorg pembunuh!!!!.....
arrrrrrgghhhh!!
pekara tuh.. tak akan aku lupe kan....
maafkan aku....
jika....a...aaku... ade membuat sesiapa kat sini sedih...
aku... tak.. bermaksud.. nk buat pekara nie...
tapi......aku terpaksa...terpaksa lakukan nyer....
Arrrgghhhhhhhhh.....
hingga skrg.. ku masih teringat perkara yg berlaku tuh....
Maafkan aku... wahai...
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CICAK YG KU GELI SANGAT!!!! hehehehehe...
amcm.. suspen tak.. huhuhuhhuhu itu jer for today...
tata... muachkss all~>> to the 2 CICAK tat i've killed... sorry..
but.. u r SoooOOo out of my life...!!Hhahahahha
ape gelak2?? aku tak ley tdo tau tak!!! sbb bende tuh!!!...
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2008-11-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

Hello bloggie... huhuhhuhuhu...
tadikan... aku bangun lambat...
lepas tuh... aku msg.. fatin..
tanyer..nk pi carik kerje tak??..
then dier reply.. mcm nk taknak jer...
so.. aku pn sambung tdo alek..(burukkn perangai???..tau.. hehehe)
lepas tuh... si kecik nie...(juwai)..msg aku.. tanye nari nk kluar??
aku pn aper lagi... jwp lah .. nk pi aner???..
then dier kate.. jumpe kat banquet raffles... sbb dier nk jumpe makcikku..
*makcik* dier jugak lah.. hahhahaha...
lepas tuh.. time aku siap2... si fatin msg aku.. ckp dier nk join skali..
soo.. okay lah..dier pn join...

jeng..jeng..jeng...* mcm pernah dgr gtu kn...*
tak ku sangke.... MRT yg aku naik tuh.. fatin pn naik jugak...
huhuhuhu tapi.. yg tk best nyer... dier kat depan... aku kat blakang skali..
huhuhuhu.. jadi mcm hujung ke hujung lah...hehehe
ok.. tuh takpe.. sampai jer kat banquet... aku n fatin.. tgk si juwai nie...
dier dah makan dulu!!!.. dah abes pn... Cheehh!!! makan sorg!! tk ingat org sey..!!
ape punyer kawan dah..~!!! huhuhu takpe2.. naseb aku org nyer penyabar... huhuhu

Lepas makan.. kite pun.. pergi jalan2 kat suntec city... dari hujung ke hujung sey...
naseb time tuh aku pakai kasut takde tumit.. huhuhuhu... lau tak.. aku give up sey~..
then.. lepas tuh..kite pi Marina Square.... tempat kenangan tau~ huhuhuhu...
kite pun pi main pool... dah lama tau tak main pool... mula2.. dah mcm noob giler sey...hahhaha tapi... takpe lah.. tknk ckp... shhh.. :* hehhehe... k lah.. sampai disini sahaja pertemuan kite.. nie lah gambar2 yg sempat aku amek sblom alek.. hehhehe...

2008-11-06T17:20:00.003+08:00

YEAH!! EXAM ARE OVER!!!
ENJOY!!!
ENJOY!!!!
ENJOY!!!!!
Huhuhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhu
I want go shopping!!!
play pool!!!
bowling!!!!!!
karaoke!!!!!!!

2008-11-02T14:55:00.002+08:00

Hey.. finally we've meet again.. what more could i say... it's been a lonngg time never post.. huhhuhuhu due to some reason... hehehhehe well..bloggy... today.. i shld say.. my day was totally...ZzzzZZzz.. my job is now.. wake up in the mornin'..eat..watch t.v... revised sastera...n if not.. playing auditionsea..<<

ok2... currently.. im attached.. as u all noe lah...well...to tell u guys the truth im actually.. really happy abt it... coz i could forget my past..u knoe i knoe lah guys...sape kan?? hehhehe..well.. when im wif him.. i felt so.. secure.. n happy.. he make my day...wat past is past rite??..bt then.. i kept thinking abt his ex.....omg guys... part nie.. aku rasa serba salah... i juz dont want ppl said dat i nie perampas.. NO.. I AM NOT okay!!.. he broke up wif her long time ago... coz..she's got scandal wif other guys... n i felt sorry for him.... n recently... his ex. fren.. chatted at msn wif him..n said dat.. if he were to change his attitude.. maybe she would come back to him..or easier to be called 'patch up' again... this thing really piss me off... i mean... why do u want him back?? after all the things u've done to him??... ko dah ludah.. ko jilat balek>>?? eeuuuu grossss!!
bt luckly... he said dat... he dun want her anymore... than.. that's good fer me... hehhehe coz i knoe... we love each other frm the bottom of our heartz... chey2.. aku bebual mcm paham ajer.. muahahaha...

i juz wished that this relationship would last longer...juz pray for us okiesss.. ^^...

To my frenz out there... fatin..juwai.. sabirah.. i really misssh u guys.. bile lah kiteorg nk kuar same2???... like the old days.. Goshh~ i juz miss so much those days....bt then.. when to think of it...each one of us.. got their own path n life....so.. nvm,... let's juz keep our memory in our heartz... i heart u guys.... to my lovely adik... mai.. thanks for cheering me up when im down..ur the best sista i ever had... <333333333> ...to be continue...

2008-10-17T21:04:00.002+08:00

GuyS!!!
Im iN DILEMMA!!!!
Arggghhh!! Help me!!!!
Shud i go back to school...
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Shud i go take courses...
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GOsh!! im soooooOOoo.. ConFusEd!!

2008-10-11T19:05:00.002+08:00

Guys...now im feelin' so down...due to the problems that occurs in my LIFE!!!
Im juz being so down and not forgeting DEPRESSED.... i know that im abit over abt it.. but hey!!!! its my LIFE... BOTH of u are treating me like Sh*t...!!! im matured enough to think what's right and what's wrong!!! im not a kid Or a baby anymore okay!!! i got my own dream life!!! why do guys always have to stop me from doing things that i loved and the things that I wanted to do!!!! Im just so SICK OF IT!!! so BORED and TIRED to argue with both of u..!!! and in the end... both of u...still dont understand my feelings!!!!

Both of u are SELFISH... and always think abt ur way n NOT mine!!! u guys always treat me like im a 9 yrs old kid!!... FOR GOD SAKE!!! Be more optimis.. and UNderstanding abt what i want in life.... all this while... i always followed ur instruction and so on...i did everything that u guys said...WHAT MORE DO U GUYS WANT????!!!!

I felt like wanted to migrate to other country..and leave u guys here!!!! but one thing for sure... it will never ever going to happen!! gosshh!!! Im sooo FED UP with this kind of situation!!! n i felt like running from home!!! *cry*

WHy...??
WHy...??
WHy do i always be the one to suffer???
Am i That Bad..
Am i That REbel..
Am i that Stupid...???

I want to end this life NOW!!!
NOW!!!! oh.. god.. please take me away from this world of hell!!!
i juz dont want to live again in this world!!!
Im so SICK... I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!
haizzzz......

2008-09-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

Oh well...im here!!.. again... wakakkakka.. i knoe.. its been a while.. i tak post blog... hhahahhaha.. bukan aper... cume busy dengan my studies.. n not forgeting my AuditionSea.... Oh.. YeaH.. im Soo FreAk abt it... hahaha... n guess wat?? i suddenly felt for this guy... bt he is not Singaporean.. no need to tell lah.. ahaha lets keep it a secret... SHHhhhhh :x ......

Im here to tell u guys tat.. my Final Examination are OVER.. n now.. waiting for my O-LEVEL examination...oh.. GosHH~~!! im so damn scared abt it.... when will this examination get rid of my life??.. Duuhh.. so sick of it... what so good abt exam.??? issit to show that u are brilliant?? intelligent??.. Oh.. yeah.. WTR...to me.. examination is an unreasonable way to judge the person or ability...coz.. every human hav their own skills n intelligent... different ppl ... different ability...

but... Oh ..dear...~ wat to do?? this is the reality of life... we ALL hav to face it... so ppl... JYS!! hahahha.. i know im abit LAME.. but.. hey.. that's me... XD ....

u know wat ppl?? i've actually spent my money to the prepaid cash of AuditionSea... some of my frens.. did told me tat.. im crazy n freak abt it... but... hey~!! it's my money rite?? i dont owe u wat??? soo.. what???... ok.. maybe im abit to..addicted to the game.. bt then.. when to think of it.. every ppl got hobby wat?? so.. who cares??? as long as i didnt use ur money .. rite??... hahha

okay2... abt my preparation (dont know how to spell it correctly..wakkakaka) for the coming Hari Raya Aidilfitri...nothing to say abt it.. coz.. im not going to celebrate it happily... due to my GCE o-lvl.. hahhaha..

okay.. now.. i've gt no idea wat to write.. n i off to my AuditionSea... tata ppl... take care... dun take drugs~!! ^^

2008-09-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Finally... my Oral GCE O'Level' are over..that is juz an oral.. blom lagi examination dier... lols...n yet to come... my PRELIM....arghh... seems so stress lately.. but i've got to maintain.. hehehe XD ... i didn't really manage my time properly... dunno why ley...maybe too stress thinking of the game.. 'AUDITIONSEA'.. aiya... im sOoooO Pathetic about that game.. dunno why.. hehe im addicted to it.. wakakakakka... nevermind then.. watever... its time for me to realise tat.. game doesnt bring any benefit to me... huahuahua... *ckp jer.. tak serupa buat.. hahha*..

OKay2.. last Saturday... i didnt go to school..due to influenza that occured in my body.. wahahaha wat talking me.. (dah.. mula lah merepek aku.. ewah...) so.. i woke up tat morning.. n go to polyclinic... N OMG.... the queue were very LoooOOooNnng...(ape free ker jumpe docter???..)... n i've waited for abt 2 hrs lah sey.... pening kepala aku tau tak... hahha...

Lepas tuh... pi kedai baju.. beli baju..for only $22 bucks.. huhuhu.. n after tat... went to salon to cut hair... n bab nie paling menduga kesabaran aku sey... ( ade satu nyonya nie...dh tua uh.. dier gunting rambut.. mcm cukur bulu satu badan sey.. punye lah lama...siap ngan wash n blow skali... ape kat umah tak ade air ker nk cuci rambut??)... kecian ehk.. orang2 mcm nie... tak tau cuci rambut sendiri.. mesti ade org cuci kan.. wakkakakka... lama jgak sey aku tunggu for my turn... i've waited abt 1/2 hr larh sey...ish... dah mak aku called.. knape tak alek2...dier dah siap nk pegi kenduri kat umah makcik aku... aku jer lom sampai2 umah lagi...

Then... kluar jer dari kedai tuh.. aku pun.. jalan mcm org giler...wakakkaka * imagine ehk aku jln mcm org kene kejar anjing*..wakakakka kong asam ehk korg..tak baik tau...lepas tuh.. sampai jer umah.. aku cepat2 siap.. n terus kluar... sbb kenduri start lepas asar.. soo.. mesti rushing uh pi sane...

Bila dah sampai kat umah makcik aku... aku terus uat mcm rumah aku sendiri.. wakkaka... *paham2 jer lah...* *wink*maklum lah perjalanan pun jauh... ape tak nyer.. dari tampines.. sampai ke jurong.. bercinta sey... ahakz.. k lah.. sampai disini saja... tgh mendak nie.. tak dpt main auditionsea!! arghhh!! benci uh mcm gini.... ish2..!!! adios amigos.. ko berambos pun bagos... wakakkakka *joking* jer... hehehhe ^^

2008-08-22T21:51:00.007+08:00

Oh.. GosH~!!! im feeling the SoooooOOoooOOOooo Nervous... My oral examination is coming this MONDAY- 25/08/08 - OMG~~ i cant believe it.. im taking O-level.. Wish me luck plz....~ oh ALLAH.. please let me do this for my future... n for my parents..who is never gave up on me...

Dear Mum,

I may not be the briliant child in the family.. but i've always do my best in everything.. believe me Mum.. I may not be the a good daughter... but i would still respect u n love u... U are my everything in this world.. n if i ever made u sad...plz forgive me... i didnt mean to hurt ur feelings.. thanks for the love u gave me... u will always be in my heart no matter wat happen..

Dear Dad,

Im glad that u are there for me.. whenever i needed u....Im happy that u show me the meaning of life n responsibility....without u n mum.. i wont be experienced new things in life... thanks for the support u gave me dad in everything.. u are the best dad i ever had...im sorry for any mistake that i've done to u... last but not least... i love u daddy... ^^

N tat's all for today... Oh.. ALLAH.. please forgive my parents sins... n let both of them live happily in the here after...

2008-08-18T22:05:00.007+08:00

Hallo~ we meet again~...ahhahaha i know2.. dah lama tak post blog.. wakakka n ade seseorg tuh suruh update.. soo kite update lah okay~!! hehehe happy now? hehehe...

okay lah.. recently my cousins n i went shopping @ far east plaza...actually khairah planned to go VivoCity... n then baru meet up juwai... sbb dier abis class kul 4 ptg...so.. kte pun meet lah as planned..hehehe

then..kte pun jalan2 n shopping... hmmmm i tot my sister jer shopping 'lamer'... rupe nyer ader 'org ' tuh..shopping lagyyyy lamer.. wakakaka... tk nk sebut uh name dier sape.. huahahaa..

lepas tuh.. kita pi makan kat RAMEN TEN.... n if u guys nk tau~... the price there is sssoooooo~~ expensive...dier nyer sushi n water dah $10.++ blom termasuk GST n SeRVICe lagi....haizzz... i prefer to go seoul garden n EAT..EAT..EAT.. huhuuhuhu.. but before tat.. we tot want to go to KARAOKE..tapi memandangkan masa tak mengizinkan.. then .. takper lah... laen kali ajer ehk Khairah~!! ^^

N abt my LOVE story... wuuuhhuuuu~~ well.. nothing much happened coz.. i dont keep in touch wif guys.. N tat's does nt mean tat im lesbian ehk...~ ^^ .. for now.. i want to focus on my study n life.... sometimes in relationship pun problem...tak ade realtionship pun problem.. haizz..

Now.. tat's life in this world... takpe2 soalan mcm nie.. nanti2 bleh... tak kuase lah nk pikir2 pasal bende mcm nie...buat sakit kn kepala ajer ... btol tak??.. pada sesiapa yg masih single tuh... 'WA CAYA SAMA LUH'.. n pada yg dah berpasangan tuh.. ku ucapkan.. 'SELAMAT MAJU JAYA KEPADA KAMU YER'... hehehhehehe ok lah.. before i merepek lagi.. lebih baik ku berhenti disini sahaja ehk.. tata... here are some picture... <3>

2008-08-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

Well2.. finally we meet again.. hehe.. last Saturday.. i went to choa chu kang..to attend my 'kakak sedara' engagement... so.. i went wif my mother, my eldest brother n his family... the journey was soooOOoooo long beb!! ngantok tau tak.. makeup pun cair.. hehehe..

lepas tuh... dlm pukul 5 lebih.. i went to another function at woodland's with mom n dad...which is from my dad's side... so... pergi sana.. tak lama lah.. kejap ajer... after tat.. we went to Johor ..

When we entered the checkpoint the queue wass SoooOOo Long!! n plus.. mesti lah JaMMEd kan.. mcm tak sah gtu lau tak jam.. wooohhooo... then we waited for about 1 hour lah beb... muke ku dah mcm muke org dah tak ade harapan nk hidup lagi.. Hoohohooo

Bila dah sampai di destinasi yg kita inginkan.. tiba2.. my dad received a called from his relatives side... n had been told tat..my father nyer bapak sedara dah meninggal dunia.. innalilahi wainailahirajiun...-->dunno how to spell in rumi.. hehehe n the place is at Pontian... lucky we were in JB.. so easy for my parent's to visit... n u guess wat... we came back at around 2.30 in the morning lah sey... very tired ooOOOooh.... XD ok lah.. till here... toodles!!

2008-07-26T22:17:00.002+08:00

Hallo eveybody...!!!! well2... today is quite a fine day... no schools today.. cool right??... woke up around 8 in the morning...n played audition sea.... hehe.. although is a bit bored.. but hey.... got nothing to do.. so... juz play lor~....

Yesterday night... my sis n her children sleep over at my place...so yeah... my house became sssssooooooooooooooooOOOOOoooo noisy... n all that.. but actually quite fun.. when fighting with my own nephew..... hehehe.. it felts damn GOOD.. hehehehe *evil me*... i know.. XD

N after 'maghrib'... i went out.. to buy ink for printer... so... i took bus no. 9 n went to simei straight away... n after that.. i proceed to century square to buy *cards*... juwai should know wat i meant... hehehe... then.. i go shopping by myself... its actually okay lah...when shopping alone.. but felt likes an idiot .. hahahha nvm... n oh yah... i bought some blouse... its been a long time i didn't buy any cloths.... after tat.. i went home... wat a beautiful day..... :)))

2008-07-22T22:28:00.002+08:00

AaaaaCHuuuM!!! there goes my cold... haha.. im sick... got fever.. went to the docter...n blah..blah... got MC u knoe...waakkakka...so tat is why today no schooling.. yippppeeeeee!! hehehe n today.. i've become addicted wif the medicines.. LOLs!! no lah.. juz kiddin'.. i actually hate to eat medicines... it felt sooooooo YucKyy!! OucH!..

my exam are coming.. but yet.. i still didnt revised much on my subject... (aiyooo aper nk jadi ngan aku nie...) haizz.... after sooo long playing games online.. suddenly i became sooo bored n tired.. dunno lah ehk... (aku mmg cepat jelak orang nyer... ) hahhaha..

Tomorrow sekola!! haizz... (takpe2 lagi brape bulan jer.. insya allah)... wish me luck aitez...!! for those who read my blog.. plz.. tag me k?? really appreciate it a LOT~.. :)))))))))

2008-07-16T19:48:00.007+08:00

Okay2... so finally.. i have updated my blog... yahhhhooo!! n oh yeah... i've change my layouts... due to someone asking me to change my blogskin...haha.. oh well.. nevermine... wat's done is done...

As usual.. my day was quite fine... like Duhhhh~~... nothing much happened today... k lah.. actually got nothing to say at the moment.. so.. yah... tata!!

2008-06-21T20:57:00.005+08:00

Hallo2.. we meet again... well..its been a long time eh.. i tak post.. hehe.. well.. sebuk ngan game n

all stuff.. recently.. i aru je baik2 ngan my parents...Phew!! seram beb...!! ok2.. tk nk ckp

panjang2 sbb lepas nie nak main game... n... oh...! ya... semlm... ade chalet kat changi wif my

classmate... quite okay.. but eerie skit uh tempat chalet tuh.... pagi tak rasa seram sgt.. but when

comes at night... bulu roma semua ternaik sey... n... most of my classmate tidur lah kat chalet

tuh....me tak termasuk skali uh....but actually.. i mmg nk tdo kat chalet tuh.. tapi...

memandangkan perasaan ku mcm laen macam ajer... soo.. i made up my decision not to sleep

there.... at night... i came... n enter the chalet.... waaahhh... i felt tat someone is starring at

me...quickly.. i ran out frm tat chalet... n after tat.. my head start to 'berdenyut2'...aiya... dunno

why ley.... not only that.. most of my classmate pegi explore kat OCH--->(OLD CHANGI

HOSPITAL!!)... mlm2 plak tuh dorg nk pegi... tak takut ker dorg???...well.. pandai2 tanggung lah

ehk.. tak nk masuk campur... n bila nk alek.. my father n mother fetched me frm the chalet....

n my father said dat... tempat nie ''tak sehat''...maksud nyer.. macam byk bende2 yg tk diingini

lah...paham2 lah...dlm hati aku...ckp...: "yup.. i knoe ba...''.. then.. after tat...

alek umah mcm biasa... n mandi then... go to sleep...

tu jer lah... take care all!! muahkkzz!!

2008-06-16T01:53:00.003+08:00

hello all... welll... here i'am.. posting again...as u all know.. today is my b'dae.. n i feel quite low..

depressed.. im supposed to be happy.. but im not.. due to some problems im having right now...

it all started with my parent's...dont wanna talk abt it lah.. they make me feel guilty u see... as if im the one who is always wrong.. n today is my bdae... bt they didn't seem to care abt my feeling.. i've been hurts by their words...but they didnt know...n eventually... tonight as in today... i cant sleep.. coz.. i've been crying for quite loooonnnggg hour.. n now... my eyes are like zombies... *haizzz*

i would like to thank to those who wished me..on my b'dae... i appreciate it aloot.. i really do...

u know wat??... as my bdae wish... i wished for my happiness in life.. but.. hey... juz forget abt it larh... it wont come tho..

day by day... i felt quite moody n stressfull...n i dont know.. wat's happening to me...

am i too sensitive?? well.. indeed i'am...

but who care.. nobody care..except me my own self...

Alrite.. till here... goodnite everyone! or should i say...good morning!?...

anything larh... as long as u are happy...

adios...

2008-06-06T19:54:00.005+08:00

Hey3!!! At last.. update jgak... hehehe *yer lah... atas permintaan ramai* cheh! mcm phm jer aku nier.... hehehehe...ok2.. nk ckp aper ehk?? Oh yer.... Minggu Lepas... abg sdare aku kahwin... so.. aku sekeluarga...pun dtg lah... tapi tak tolong ape2.. cume tolong MAKAN ajer.. huahuahua..

dier nyer.. decoration.. colour hijau pucat... *tak fav. aku..hehehe* tapi tak per lah.. bukan aku yg nk kahwin pun.. aku kahwin lagi lama beb!! aku rasa Fatin n Juwai yg kahwin dulu... muahahhaha... aku lagi Laaaaaaaaaamaaa Babe!! khekehekheke phm2 je lah knaper.. *wink*...

ok2.. back to the story... rumah yg kahwin nie kat Yishun.... *jauh kn?? naseb baik ade kenderaan.... hehehe* N the weather is SoooooOOoo The HoT!!! cair semua make up aku.. tau tak??? dah lah tak ade KIPAS.... angin pun... kadang2 ade kadang2 tak de... cume ade angin yg kluar dari "blakang" org ajer.. huahuahua...*phm2 jer...*hehehhee... then... aku pun sebok2 kat sana... ke hulur ke hilir... tak uat ape2... n BORED to the MAx!!! lepas tuh... aku nampak makcik n pakcik aku sebelah mak aku dtg.... n then... i saw.. this.. lady... dgn kain yg dier pakai mcm 'langsir'...tinggi plak tuh!... nk tau saper??... si JUWAI LAH~~ dier tinggi sbb pkai kasut 'tinggi' hehehe *sorry juwai... joking ajer.. hehehhe*... then masa yg aku nanti-nanti kan telah tiba!! yaaaHoooooo!! dah bleh alekkks.. hehehhe...

Pada keesokkan hari nyer.. aku Lepakzzz... PenAt BaBe.. walaupun tak uat keje langsong... khekhehkehkehke....

ok2.. aku malas actually nk type.. sbb lpas nie... aku nk main game.. yg si juwai introduces kn kat aku.... dah mcm addicted gtu.... hehehe k lah... TATA.. TITI.. TUTU!!!

*MuaHkZ*

2008-05-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

HeYYa~!!... Long Time No post.. ehk... hehehhe.... :))))))) okay2.. smlm.. i go to M'sia.... to visit my grandma nyer sedara..... kat NILAI... jauh beb perjalanan tuh... hehehe...Then... after tat... went to Melaka... then.. after tat...proceed to 'kampung' at 'gelang patah'.....penat tau tak???.. dari pukul 5.30 pagi.... sampai lah 12 mlm aru balek.... N no sleeping at all on my way back...!! ishhkkk!... n today... rest for a while... heeeheee...

In the afternoon...wake up... N wanna know something??.... my bro n sis in law... gave me.. my b'day present in advances!!wooohhooo!!... nk tau aper??? Its an OLYMPUS Digital caMera!! hehehe.. cool.. huh??... hehe happy giler seyyyy!!!! :)))))

okay2.. actually mine is 8.0 mega pixels... nie gambar main ambik ajer.. hehe

N after maghrib... went to IKEA at Tampines.. heehee shop here n there.. till it's 10.15.. aru kluar dari situ... hehehehe... then.. singgah GIANT...lepas tuh.. pi mac Donald... beli makan.. after tat.. alek umah lah.. per lagi kn?? tired jgak lah.... hehe

Okay lah.. sampai disini sajer.. jumpe di lain hari... hehehe Toodles!!

2008-05-23T22:42:00.008+08:00

WeLL..WeLL.. we've meet again.. hehehehe... last night.. Fatin n I tgk wayang... citer 'indiana jones'...mmg pada dasar nyer.. title dier mcm tak menarik gitu kan?? tapi... bila dah tgk citer dier.. i gave it 3 out of 5 stars....seriously.. u guys must watch it!! it was SUPERB!!!... hehehe kalau tak kerana ticket tuh F.O.C... aku pun tak akan tgk ... But..hey!! thanks to my OwN Daddy for grabbing the ticket for me at his company... :))))))))) *Fatin u knoe lah company mane kan??*....ehhehe..

There's one accident happened when... i'm one my way to the MRT control station.. instead of tap the ex-link card...n go... suddenly my ez-link buat hal... tiba2 jer bile tap.. lampu dier kluar merah.. then... ape lagi.. i step backwards uhh... SUDDENLY... tumit kasut aku yg tinggi nie... terpijat... kat satu nyonya nie punya toe's... dah dier terjerit-jerit sakit... aku pun ape lagi... pusing blakang....tgk lah kaki dier takut2 berdarah ke.. aper... at first glances... aku ingat kan kuku dier berdarah*dah aku gabrah skjap..hahhaa*.... sekali rupenyer dier pakai 'cutex' colour merah dahhh..... hahahha..

As u all can see... how scary my 'tumit' rite?? hehehe

Wayang tuh.. start dalam pukul 7.15pm & habis dalam pukul 9.30pm... punyer lah lamer...tapi 'syiok' uhhh.. hehe...

okay2... skrg.. otak ku dah blank.. tk tau nk ckp aper lagi.. hehehe... sampai disini saja lah... take care semua...!! +++MuaHkz+++

2008-05-19T21:28:00.003+08:00

HeY Ya....!! Every One Out TheRe!!! how are u guys doing... hope u're all doing fine...

Hmmm.. recently..got this 'idiot' person.. who actually talk 'dirty' at my tag board.....

I dont know.. who is he.. N why is he doing tat to me??...

Ade masalah per ke ngan aku?? tak puas hati.. cakap terus terang uh....

tak payah nk cakap 'merepek' kat tag board aku!!!

Irritating sey....!!! kalau aku tau saper orgnyer...

Aku REPORT kat Police!!!

N Btw.. jgn pikir aku tak ley 'trace' sape ko!!

Suatu saat pasti akan telerai semua nya!!

Okay... nana... Cool Down....Cool Down..., hmmm...

dah2...tk mo pikir sgt pasal org 'idiot' tuh.. buat 'stress' ajer... Cheh!!

Back to my storyyyy... hehehe..

tadi pagi2.. masa nk pergi sekola... aku tgk sekeliling ku sunyi jer...

dalam hati aku..tertanya-tanya.. mana pergi org-org nie semua??... tak keje ker? tak sekola ker?

abh tadi.. tunggu bus.. mcm buah tak jatoh...punye lah lama!..

last skali... naek teksi pi interchange..

sampai ajer kat 'Lavender'.. nampak Mar'fua...

then.. aku pun tanyer dier lah... ''asl ehk.. nari mcm tak ade byk org??''

then dier jawab alek... ''nari kan VESAK DAY..takkan awak tak tau??''

Okay2.. part nie kan.. buat aku ketawa besar!! hehehe...

then... aku reply alek... ''ehhk??... but i tot.. VESAK DAY cuma hari Jumaat jer??''

then.. si bdk nie.. ketawa kan aku... tak ker paisey??...

hahahahhahahaha

Sekarang baru aku tau.. nari "PUBLIC HOLIDAY"!!

wakakakkakakakkaka :D

okay2.. aku nie kadang2 blur like sotong...hehe

tapi... tuh tak bermaksud aku nie slenger! ;)

OKay lah.. sampai disini sahaja pertemuan kite...

jumpa lagiiiii!! Daaaaaaaaahh!!

*MuaHkSz*

2008-05-16T19:50:00.004+08:00

AT LAST EXAM ARE OVER!!!!!!

WeLL... i Felt SooooOooOOoo PeACe.... tapi.. tak pEaCe maner lah... hahaha.. ReSuLt BLoM TaHU Oiii !! TaPi..kan... aku rase.... aku tau.. aper KepUTusannya....*****..... Walaubagaimana pun...ReDha AjEr lah...

Its BeeN A LoooNg TiME ehkk... ku tak PosT BlOg..ApE tak nyer... setiap malam dgn Notes n Buku disekeliling aku.. hehe.. step rajin jer.. part nk exam nie.. haha..

Sampai.. kadang2 org msg aku pun.. aku tak layan...hehehe..SoRRy GuYs...!!

U know wat guys...?.. sometimes... i felt like.. im alone...although my frens are all here for me.. but... i felt tat.. something is not right... n i dunno what is it??...

I can feel the emptiness inside my heart.

About My LoVE LiFe.... well... lately.. i've been thinking about my past... i dunno why lah.... well.. i believed tat everything happened for a Reason Right??.. walaupun.. sesuatu yg terjadi tuh..sungguh pahit utk ditelan... ini lah namanya kehidupan...

Ok... dah2.. aku tak nk emo-shit lagi... hehe... ape2 pun.. hidup mesti dijalani....

yeah~!!

PeACe YaW!!

!!TaKe CaRe aLL!!

2008-05-04T21:05:00.006+08:00

HaLLo~~ Bloggie~!! hehe.. today.. was fun... pagi2.. mama dah kejutkan bangun... n tanye nk pi 'breakfast' kat luar tak??.. then.. aku ape lagi.... dgn cepat nyer... bangun dari tilam empukszz ku... hehe... as usually lah... mandi... gedebak-gedebuk.... dah nk pukul 9 pagi... hehe.... N mama usik abg aku.. ckp... 'Kte tumpang kereta kau lah k?' N abgku... ckp dier tak kisah... so... we proceed.. to our makan place...BedoK COrNer...hehehe... dtg jer kat situ... pi order makan... ingat nk makan 'soto ayam' tapi... belum ada lagi... hampa sey.... then.. nak tak nk.. ku makan lah nasi 'rawon'....

Lepas tuh..kite pon aleks... otw nk alek tuh.. abg ku tanyer nk pegi mana-mana tak?... dgn pantas mak aku ckp nk pi sheng shiong..... n aku pun ckp lah ngan mak aku.. yg aku ade janji ngan org...pd pukul 11 pg....memandangkan.. jam pada ketika itu dalam pukul 10 pagi...so.. aku pun alek umah dulu...

sampai jer depan pintu... tgk abg aku yg lagi satu tengah sapu...so.. aku uat bodoh jer lah... then.. aku pun terus siap2 n teruz keluar.... So.... bila kau dah sampai kat bustop sana... aku pun jalan pergi menuju kat KFC... then... kiteorg pun start ''study group''....

Tepat jer pukul 1 ptg.. aku pun chaow lah.. ape lagi...ade temu janji ngan Fatin N Juwai nk pergi 'National Library' sama2... sampai jer kat bugis control station... aku tgk..dorg dua blum sampai2 lagi... so.. aku tunggu jer lah.. kurang2 10 min.. aru dorg sampai.. so... kite terus pegi kat library tuh lah...then tgh jalan... juwai ckp.. yg dier haus.. so... before enter the library kite bertiga pergi 'cheers'... then patah alik....

Masuk jer library... FuHhhh!! sejuk GiLeRrrr!! mcm tak nk kluar jer... hahaha...then lepas dah pinjam buku semua....kite pon pi jalan2 kat bugis junction... tgh jln2 skali ternampak kedai 'pretty tokyo'... kite pun aper lagi... dgn semangat nyer... semua kluar kan duit masing2.. n terus pi ambik gambar.. hehe.. well.. here's the pictures!! hehehe enjoys...!!

Cute Kan??... hehe dah lama tak buat keje2 mcm nie.. hahahhaha.... well... it was quite fun after all... so.. try it lah... okies... hehhehehe... then.. kite pun pi satu kedai buku nie.. lepas tuh.. aku terperasan.. satu buku pasal 'Muffins'... awwwhhh!! meleleh sey air liuh... ahhahahha.. then.. kite ape lagi... terus...pi lah Marina Square... n makan kat MaCDoNaLd...N lepas tuh.... kite.. pi ''Secret Recepies''... YummY!! the cakes.. veryy.. the deliciuos u KNoe!! hehe.. after tat.. aku pun nk balik.. sebab dah penat.. N plus.. esok EXAM Oii!!! ishkk.. sooooo Scared.. plzz... doa kan utk ku k??.. love u guys...!! muahks!!

2008-05-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

Well2...... finally.. our conflict are over.... so... each one of us.. dah created a new blog utk diri masing2... haha... ermmm.. sorry u guys.... i actually.. dah create dulu... without telling u guys...

hmmmm... okay.. abt the 'friend' thingy.. finished already.....

hmmmmm.. wat do i do today... well... nothing much happen... duk umah... makan.. tido... surfing the net... n mcm2 lagi lah yg berkenaan ngan internet... hehehe... n oh ya... semlm... i visited my grandma... dier jatoh kat 'kampong'... luckily.. tak ade ape2 yg berlaku... cume kaki jer kene 'simen'.. kesian sey.... n yesterday... i've got good news... my Bro.. beli kereta... yeay!!! bleh buli dier..!!! n i juz cant wait to take my lisences... hehehe... lepas tuh.. kite kerja kan kereta dier.. hehe....N tonight.. my parent's are back from the holiday.... weeeeee!!! miss my mum n dad very much......!! Love u MUM...!! LoVe u DAD!!.. both of u are the Best PEOPLE in my lyfe!!!... Yeah!!!....skrg nie.. tgh tunggu mama n baba alek...!! hehehhe....

Esok sekola...!! arghhhhhhhh!!! mcm malas sey nk pi.. tapi wat to do.... tiz is my final year.. so.. i must DO my best in my Exam.... ckp pasal exam.... aku blom prepare ape2 pun.... takut sey... ishhhh!! N.. lau me tak post blog....paham2 ajer lah yer... tgh Exam Fever!!! hehehe

doakan utk me yah!!! LoVe u Guys ALoT!!!..... MuahKszzzz!! :-*

2008-04-29T20:40:00.011+08:00

Well.... Hello.. we meet again.. haha.. it's been a tiring day today.... as usual went to school... but.. before tat... i checked my email early in this morning..coz.. i've got this feeling tat.. something gonna happened... n guess wat??... i got SO SHOCKED!! when i've got to read a msg from my fren....at frenster... at tat i time i was abt to go out to school..then...i got my mood swing but... sekejap ajer... hehehe.. well.. no need lah to say it loud, ape dier nk ckp... ckap lah... as long as she is happy wif herself... then.. tat is good for me.. ok2.. enough abt the 'friends' thingy... kinda pathetic...to think of it.. haha... :P

Okay~ Let's Move On!!..tadi kat dlm kelas tak 'pay attention' sgt to the teacher..(ape tak nyer.. buat art N carft..FUN tau!! )... hehehe.. okay2...Sorry Teacher!!! :~I..

Yesterday nite... was fun!! hehe.. chat wif an 'old' fren...OMG.. i totally missed him.. hehehe...

well... we've chat for abt an hour... i guess so... hehe... ok2.. my otak tgh blank nie.. hehe n hey.. i wanna share this lyric to all my frens out there... so.. yeah... enjoy it!!~~~

So here we stand

In our secret place

Where the sound of the crowd

Is so far away

You take my hand

And it feels like home

We both understand

It's where we belong

So how do I say

Do I say goodbye

We both have our dreams

We both wanna fly

So let's take tonight

To carry us through

The lonely times

I'll always look back

As I walk away

This memory will last for eternity

And all of our tears

Will be lost in the rain

When I find my way back

To your arms again

But until that day

You know you are

The queen of my heart

Gosh!!!... this lyric was Soooooo Lovely rites????? hehe..

2008-04-28T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm.... halo all....!! well... hari nie... tiada ape yg menarik... cume... tadi pagi.. sebelum pergi sekola...pi hantar my parent's kat Changi Airport... sbb... dorg pi Jakarta... then.. proceed to school as usual... then... kat skola....blajar..blajar..blajar... sampai otak ku pening... hehehe... then... tadi alek umah mcm biase lah.... singgah sana... singgah sini... so far... tak ade ape-ape yg menarik uh.. N... oh ye!! EXAM nk dekat oiiiiiiii!!! blom blaja lagi!! ape nk jadi ngan aku nie.. hehehe...

Ok lah... actually kan.. dlm otak aku skrg nie ade masalah sikit... masalah pasal kawan.... hmm.... ntah ehk..''kawan''.... maseh ade ker kawan yg sejati??... ''kawan'' yg memahami??.... ntah lah... aku hanya berserah sahaja pada Tuhan yg esa... aku tak tau aper harus aku buat??.... kadang kala... aku terfikir... boleh ke aku hidup... tanpa kawan??... boleh kah aku hidup bersendirian??... tapi kan...Orang-orang yg Paling utama dalam hidupku...adalah.. Keluarga ku....,Mereka ini lah... yg selalu membantu ku... dan selalu memberikan aku semangat yg luar biasa... kawan hanyalah setakat kawan.... kadang kala... kawan berakhir dgn lawan.... aku masih tidak mengerti... knape kawan boleh mengeluarkan kata2 kesat/ hina... apabila mereka marah??... bukankah... kita boleh mengucapkan kata2 yg sopan ataupun beralas??.... mungkinkah... ini suatu 'retribution' utk diriku... kerana kesilapan yg pernah ku lakukan dulu?? haizz.... delima ini suatu penyiksaan bagi ku...tapi.. aku tetap redha... Terima kasih .. Oh tuhan ku... kerana telah membuka mata hati ku... utk mengenali tingkah laku kawan-kawan ku selama ini.... dan kini... akan ku terus memperjuangkan kehidupan ku sebagai seorg yg berani dalam menempuhi pelbagai cabaran dan dugaan....

Bagi kawan-kawan sekelilingku..... andai nya.... aku.... ada tersilap bicara atau tingkah laku... ku pohon maaf... sesungguhnya.. aku hanya insan biasa yg penuh dgn kesilapan.... tanpa kesilapan.. aku tidak mungkin belajar dari pengalaman... sampai disini sahaja... jaga diri baik2 .... hiasi peribadi... dan jauhi dadah... hehe.... :)))))))))

2008-04-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.r.b...

To all readers!!!... welcome to my first own blog... hehehehhehe, first of all, I would like to thank my lil cute sista ''marfu'a'' for helping me wif this blog stuff.. haha, *nanti me belikan u chocolate aites...* Tentu ade yg terperanjatkan... knape tiba-tiba je ... nana uat blog baru,... well.. this 1st blog of mine nie... is actually.. for my ownself n my own life....which i can say watever i want... it's not tat i dun wanna share blog wif my fren anymore.. is juz tat.... we got some issued among ourselve...but nevermine..dont wanna talk abt it... i juz wanna keep it to my self okay :)))....

To my fren, Fatin Afiqah..Sabirah... i'am sorry for the things i've done to you..hope ur frenship will remain longer...i may not be a 'perfect' friend but i'll value each memories that we had together. Don't worry... we will always be friend no matter what...& although we had our misunderstanding, i'll take it as an experiences in my life...it's juz tat.. we will no longer be as close as it seems to be.... because each one of us have our own separate ways... thanks for being there for me, whenever I needed you guys!..If u guys need my help..then juz beep me aitez....!!

hearts u guys...!!